"New feelings and such have emerged at last
For the most part I can say that I'm really having a blast
There is so much uncertainty in life that I never get the chance to enjoy myself
I've left my goals, happiness, and ambition up on the top shelf
She makes me believe in everything again
Her mindset and all puts me back in zen
I will never forget my past nor my pain
But new opportunities and new adventure are what actually keep me sane
If there is one thing I've learned it's that life is too short to be looking to the past
We will miss everything around us because it all goes by just that fast
My feelings are everywhere and it all somehow feels so new
Please don't think I'm disrespecting, I've made up my mind but I won't forget you."
Feels like this one is getting a little more positive than the others. Mostly because lately I've been given many signals of what I need to do next in my life. Somehow everywhere I went kept telling me the same thing one way or the other. Maybe it's inspiration from friends own lives, maybe it's physically seeing how being sprung can be poisonous, or maybe it's just me finally believing that I can continue. In no way am I escaping my dark thoughts, every feeling deserves to be felt, I cannot be afraid of any of my own feelings. However, it is time to create something new, whether I'm alone or with that of a similar mindset I have to be prepared. I stared at the screen for long enough and time is almost up. I have to be ready to put in more tokens, I'm ready to (Continue....?)
Only time will tell if I am right.....
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