"Feelings come and go, but how far will they travel?
Life's just a game but I suck at Scrabble
I never really know how to feel, if what I'm doing is right
I said I could hold my ground but am I ready for a fight?
I have to be absolutely sure of my own feelings, are they real or fake
Why is life so complicated, for goodness sake
Wishing there was a cheat code here, some kind of hack
So I wouldn't have to sit here with these dark/negative thoughts, I'm talking Bojack
Life is about gambling and having trust in that gut
But what happens when you get too comfortable with where you are, stuck in that lil hut
You move forward, realize you can't go back and face life's weird obstacles head on
These thoughts always know when to strike, at my busiest so I stay up 'til dawn
I know what I'm doing, at least thats what I have to say
Problems at my doorstep now, 'hey...' "
This one was more random, I thought I was in a really good place but maybe these thoughts just never go away? Maybe they always stick around and are just quieter at times, wait for when they really have something to say. Recently binged Bojack Horseman too, so maybe that had something to do with it. Making me realize that that little voice in your head never truly leaves you, although we would never admit it. However, nobody in this world has 0 problems so this could just be mine. No matter how badly I want to believe my problems are minimal, this one isn't. I have to learn how to deal with it better, productivity will honestly get me pretty far.
This is what happens when your mind seeks more and more knowledge, it gives you way too much feedback.
Shut up guys, we could all use some sleep.......
