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There will be tears in heaven
Heaven is wherever you are though
I thought it was over the rainbow
Wherever you are is where it lays


We have that kind of old love huh?

Old but furious yes
Furiously robust

Drunk in love
Blinded by love
Accidentally in love
Unashamedly in love
Irreversibly in love
Merrily in love

Fell in love in a hopeless place
We’re a wonder to the world baby, that’s what we are
Here or there, but us? We’re never too far
The odds are excellent
When we’re together, you bet it ain’t silent

Different minds that meet in the middle
We sit with our hearts open, ready to fiddle
A life filled with sweet nothings, and morning talks
And everyday I realize how much I get hypnotized by the way she walks
And he makes it easy, the soulmate thing
Hearts filled up and they make us sing


Abandon all hope, ye who enter. Because this woman here is capable of being ridiculous over a man
Together with this woman, I definitely have begun my master plan









There is not much to say here really, we just click real well. Life is life and all, but right now I'm simply happy.

Changes

"Ahh darkness my old friend 

Nah that’s cliche, shits already been said 

Darkness isn’t a friend, more of a comfort 

Where I lay, pitch with no shirt 

Standing by and waiting, but waiting for what then? 

Pretending I’m the man and running shit like Benson 

I’m really not, I sit around and think 

Get scared then immediately sink 

Exterior ain’t what it seems 

It’s all a magic act with the same common themes

Shits not easy but I’ll take it all with a grain 

If I take it all wrong trust me I’ll go insane 

If there's anything I can leave here is to remember what we’ve achieved 

We’ve grown, grinned, grunted, and grieved 

Through it all we became something that wasn’t wrong 

We ascended and grew like milk big and strong 

None of it was a waste, nor should it seem to be 

The promised land is right here for you and me 

I’ll stick to what I know, hit the books and such 

And sit back and watch, for I’ll know the ending of it all and that I adore very much 

No disappointment from my end, not even a hint 

It’ll stay clean and fresh, just keep the mint 

I can see the future and it may require some change 

But stay strong, I know how things play out, just call me Strange"

Quick thoughts while I scramble to get some sleep. I realize my audience is 2 people at a maybe but still this is simply a diary in which I keep these random thoughts. I also notice I do not carry all of my thoughts here either, which could be a good or bad thing. I have not suffered in keeping thoughts to myself so I guess it isn't too bad. I also realize typing while blind does not help me either, luckily I proof read about 3 times to make sure I get my shit right. Well anyways its one of those nights, hopefully this gets somewhere its supposed to. I mean it is the internet I bet some random bored adult from Switzerland will find this and not give it any thought whatsoever. But I'll say this, you're probably a piece of shit but parts of your country are absolutely beautiful. Well, thanks for reading.

Future

"Never look ahead, tend to slack around
People keep asking me what's next, as if I know where I'm bound
Continuous thoughts come to me thinking I know what to do
Then I stare at the mirror and wonder who is this foo
Never truly see myself as real but life's coming full throttle
And most people I see in this life style has earned a tight grip on the bottle
Do I really want this life for myself?
I pretend like everything's okay but I simply don't seek help
What goes on inside is meant only for me
What my eyes do is simply bothersome, I'm blind yet I can see
The future is blind and scary at best
People are really only around for one thing, this is a money fest
It's what it boils down to, money rules money conquers
People don't want to forget happiness but need to live, life is bonkers
This is inevitable and we will one day come to peace
We find our own beauty in life, and this madness will cease"

I've been thinking a lot about the future, and how everyone tells me its time to get that work life going and enjoy the last bit of college. As if my freedom is done after these next few months, and my life will only become shit from here. I won't lie it has been some frightening times, thinking of myself being lost in a 9-5 which I'm not even sure if it exists for me or if I'm even qualified to be able to do all of this. College by far has been an experience, and whats to come after this is definitely up in the air, now if only people would stop asking me whats next. Like how am I supposed to know this? Guess I'll figure that out soon enough, at least I hope I do..........