keeping it cool just to live my days
yet i can’t seem to get out of your deadly gaze
moving forward has never been so hard
when you lose it all you wind up heavily scarred
however joy and life should never be put aside
like why would i ever sit back and hide
life has too much to offer, have to get out and see
experiences shape you but there’s still so much you can be
pain can suffocate you, make you turn your back to the world
makes you wonder whats real, whats not, everything’s now twirled
you can be all in all you want
but the damage you’ve done is already set to haunt
i can sit here and feel sorry or i could hit continue
gotta go outside, touch grass, see whats new
only then will time move chronologically
can’t be taken over like a game of monopoly
new connections, new feelings, nothing seems right
my vision for the future is now out of sight
i can’t sleep at night, i’m not lonely i just miss you
but just keep tossing and turning, you’ve done all you can do
i’m just tired, the days have been so long
i know what i want but that’s now dead and gone
thank you all for reading. this concludes one of the biggest sagas i’ve lived through.
