Is it normal to feel like you deserve less
Never knowing when things will crumb like a mess
Lifting up higher and higher
Only to lose everything that I desire
Is that just regular fear when everything is going right
If things let go will things change if I put up the fight?
History tends to repeat itself
But then people say things like we make our own history, or we’re in charge of the future, we lead our own destinys but how in control are we of actual things. If I lose my job it’s not like that’s what I chose, so then I build up again from remaining funds and what if the next one doesn’t work? In that case is it still me setting myself up for that or is it history repeating itself. Who knows, this kind of thinking is bad for my health
I guess good to be aware but this comes back a lot
Wondering what’s going on and going day to day all robot
Guess I’ll tuck in, let’s see what tomorrow brings
Sounds like undertale, never played it but sounds like that type of game where days end and you’d see it on screen. Load it up, *ping
Yeah things have just been running in my mind. Sleeping like shit. And yeah just one of those days really. Where you feel like running and starting over but then why? Doesn’t make sense when you honestly have it good in life. Hmm, human minds are interesting.
