Ghost

 There’s something you have yet to figure out 

Scrambled in my mind and I don’t know what about 

What is wrong with me 

With lenses I still can’t seem to see 

Problems are internal and I’m searching 

Moving around but nothing to ring 

Where does it all go wrong 

Just a continuous back and forth like pong 

I need to search far and wide 

Prove to myself I deserve to be by your side 

Shit just falls and hits the fan 

Yet all the thinking and still no plan 

Maybe I’m right and just no good 

You need someone else, leavings out but maybe you should 

Leave me to my thoughts and emptiness 

Then just maybe will I figure out this distress 

I’m going out, but not like most 

I’ll still be around for others, just going ghost