Wednesday, August 11, 2021

Cleanse

simps will be simps there’s no doubt about it

living in denial only lays for a bigger hit

there’s only so much therapy can be

yet it won’t side step that inner quality

sometimes force isn’t right

like having bad puzzle pieces fit with all your might

you just can’t force it, history will repeat

every now and then you’ll need to take a breath and a seat

to know the truth, it’s right in front of you

it’s just not a thing, talking about you know who

life goes on with or without your consent

even when someone walks in and leaves your heart with a dent

just leave me on the steps, let me hear that sad boy hum

I just want to lie here until I feel numb 



reality finally hit, and now there’s absolutely nothing I can do about it. All I gotta do now is keep walking forward. otherwise i’m going to fall behind. 

Tuesday, August 3, 2021

SnFlwr

Life seems to be hitting faster and faster


switching sides on me it makes me think i’m the master


feeling empty to the point of blasting JB 


glasses on but I still can’t see 


where this track is taking me, us, whatever that means 


feels like i’m going through this scenes by scenes


every day feels different, I don’t know what to make of it 


your smile still warms my heart


no rhyme it’s just true


it’s welcomed since it’s the only feeling that isn’t new 


am I depressed or just a simp? 


it’s like my hearts the one with a limp 


it would be easier if I could just hate you, if only that were true

 

but I love you. 





Idk anymore. I’m just sad and hurt.