"Why does this happen every single time
Having come so far I can't seem to stop this heart of mine
I worry about you every time theres too big a gap
And I'm left here looking like some sorry sap
I thought I was done with this yet here I am again
Escaping, editing, compromising, all of that and I'm left back in my den
Every time I see your name pop up I jump at the chance to speak
I'm left here just wondering to myself, what is it that I seek
I thought our time was up, and our song was sung
Yet here I am, inevitably admitting that I'm still sprung."
....this post can somewhat speak for itself but I still feel the need to say something else. Feelings are horrible but they need to be felt, when I thought I was moving forward with my life I turn out to be completely wrong. The worst part being that I really don't know about her anymore. Taking for granted all the times I got to hear the little things, I got to have my hand in her life, literally any little detail. I tell anyone to never take that for granted, appreciate everything. I hate that I still feel this way, why. Just why. Well this hit like a ton of bricks, gotta work this off somehow right?
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